Thursday, May 14, 2009

Moments

Moments make your entire life ......one beautiful moment ,one fanatic moment ,one rebelious moment another passionate moment .....altogether the entire life is made up of so many varying moments.The love of my life had a beautiful way of saying the right thing which I have always felt yet unable to put into words....he said there are moments you donot want to forget......he has always been candid in his approach and I being the skeptical one .......yet we sure both donot want to forget those moments.....Most interstingly will we be able to forget those moments(again my skeptisim works here and m thinking should I have used I instead of we but somehow I know this one).....This is what happens when i start writing ....trying to concentrate on moments of life yet only thing which comes to my mind is he as those were the moments which we shared are the moments which I live even to this day ....ever did u think how was the moment when you fell in love with someone and it was all he all around even if he is not around.....Can you ever forget that warmth of proximity ,that flair of unspoken unsaid words .......can you deny not to be back to a moment when you really really wanted to feel the restlessness of his breath ,the touch of his hand and the CANDID look on his face.........i wonder how many such moments makes a life ........but m sure any one of these moment would make life worth living .
There are moments when you feel strong from inside and yet being the same strong person at times there are moments when you feel real fragile real weak and unseemingly vulnerable.Memories from one moment contribute in making another moment of your life which again could be an unforgetable moment ....not that all moments which you donot want to forget are good ones ...there are also moments which you hold on to and want to hold on to for those are the moments which helped you in taking the most correct decisions of your life,those are the moments which you want to cherish forever as those are the ones which filled in all the energy and dynamism within you ,these are the moments when you identified yourself in the bizzare crowd .
The propensity of love ,the effictions of conventions are always hard to imbibe yet if imbibed will lead to the best possible moments .Many a moments of my life are spent observing love birds young couples and also are spent thinking how hard it is to hold on to something which you really love and if you let it go then was that love a deception from the side which lets it go or does that happen to maintain the old proverbs truthfullness as to certain things are made to be broken.If you cannot forget the moments why would you not be strong enough in building more of those moments .On the contrary you contribute in making significant moves so that no such possible moment could ever arise again where you cant let it go even though to be in, to not let go is what you have always wanted all your life......sounds confusing huh ...confusing moment!!
Again an incomplete blog dispersed from the idea with which i started but will come back soon